I'm glad for this post. I wonder at my own N dance because, quite honestly and quite thankfully, I had a wonderful upbringing. Just the right amount of love and discipline...lots of support, engaged in healthy activities (dance, piano, arts... Other than facing a new classroom of school kids quite often because we moved often to different countries (and this was hard as a child), I really can't complain. I continue to have a healthy and close bond with both of my parents and my brother. So, I just don't get it.
Someone wrote (sorry - my computer froze up and I lost the thread after I copied it to paste here, so I can't give due credit: "But it might be other things, being under a lot of stress, having devastating disappointments in your career, or other adverse things, maybe a previous painful relationship, money issues." I have to believe that something more recent caused me to end up in this horrid situation. I did lose a job once, and it devastated me. Guess I could do some soul searching there, see if there is a connection. |