I found out a bunch of information about the N ,the one I named" bordercist" because I thought he was more borderline than narcissist. Based on what Ive now learned, Im sad to say it but he is a full blown maniluplative lying cheating N

 

I feel angry at myself because I didnt catch it. I feel stupid because I really should have caught it. It seems he was just using me to get his x girlfriend back. His game was to break her down and get her to come back to him by making her jealous and destroying her self esteem. He took me all over town introducing me to every person he knows, putting me up on that pedastool of his.Telling everyone how hes clean and sober now because of this great new gf he has ( me) and in reality It was all a ploy to hurt her into coming back to him. To make her think that other girls, (even good ones) would actually want him and that he is some valuable commodity or something. He wanted to make her think that she was the problem not him. He even had me get close with his family because his family hates her, he had me working for him to make it look like we were all one big happy functional family business. I quit yesterday.

Anyway, it seems she took his bait. His game worked ( for now). She must have lousy self esteem. I feel sorry for her.  Maybe one day she will be blessed to find this place too. If she only knew the things he said about her to me and the way he put her down.. its crazy. 

 

So anyway, she can have her crackhead addict from hell, and I hope he smokes himself up into a black cloud and electicutes himself. I hope his nocternal crack demons scratch his eyes out in his sleep and I hope the evil spirits in his land of psychosis chew through his underwear.

 

Thank goodness Im not her. I may not have the proper skills yet to fully eradicate Nism from my life, but thank god i have the brains to atleast know and recognize.