NARCISSISTIC_PERSONALITY

Despite having gone NC, I know my xN is still looking for NS and he's said many times that if I don't find love, I can have a baby with him.

yes despite the NC I think I'm crazy enough to do it.

crazy enough to have a baby with someone who's already had one baby that he pays for (because he must) but he doesn't care for.

Even though my xN was so bad in so many ways - I still feel a way about him I've never felt for anyone else before.

I can't get myself to date anyone else because everyone else seems boring.

is Nism. inherited/genetic?

I really shouldn't even be thinking about this...having a baby with him. because even if Nism isn't genetic, he has plenty of other traits about him not so good that may be genetic/inherited.

I just still see myself getting back with him at some point.

Will this feeling ever fade????

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re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		humingbirdwings	18/11/2008 6:56 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?	2	parenchyma68	18/11/2008 12:22 p.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?	2	Trinity38100	18/11/2008 1:47 p.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?	1	nobodysfool3756	18/11/2008 7:20 p.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		goingnorth2	18/11/2008 11:30 p.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?	1	sweetcaroline703	19/11/2008 12:35 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?			19/11/2008 1:19 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		SSull2402	19/11/2008 1:23 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		lovespell_D	19/11/2008 3:27 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		thx-rachel	19/11/2008 4:34 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		Kitcat08	19/11/2008 9:22 p.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		Amora52	20/11/2008 7:18 a.m.
re: if your N/xN was your only hope of having a baby would you still have one?		dancingtree9	26/11/2008 4:38 a.m.

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