Cowboy,
I can relate to no one being able to understand. I feel really lucky and blessed to have stumbled upon this place. Although, it may not have been on accident and part of my growth process.......just like meeting the n.......
Your NC record is pretty impressive. Just consider the latest n stuff as his pathetic probe for N Supply and that's all.
I didn't post with you back in the day, but, best of wishes and continued NC. I hope to be tromping in those cowboy boots before long with miles under them away from n.
Peace and love to you!