well reading all these posts makes me feel less crazy...I too after a recently short intense relationship still think about the N. He still is in my dream sleep occassions and the most frighteneing thing about it is that after 6 years of getting over the N before him, the father of my children I think "oh nooo not this again . How long will this take" as I really want to get on with my life. It is too short. Some days are better than others.
What ' devarenz7' is true. It is usually a reflection of how I feel about myself and what I deserve. When I am feeling good about myself he becomes smaller. When I'm feeling insecure or not so good he becomes larger in my thoughts and I remember the good times and forget about the truth or whole picture of this damn selfish, destructive loooser!!! |
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