Who knows what love is? What we thought is an illusion.

 

I am just tired. How many of us say they can't change, yet, I sit here at age 40 and pray I don't wake up. My heart aches for my DD, but, other than that..nobody gives a chit about me and never has.

 

I'm having a tough time at work with a new tyrant boss after my old one has moved on to another department and with which we had much mutual respect.

 

I don't recall ever feeling this low, but, I assume this is yet another fun twist of hell in addition to the 7 years I invested with n. I just want to sleep for a month and start over, I just can't.

 

In bad shape and will just go to bed as it's of no use. I can carry on another day because you would understand had you met my DD.........