Thank you so much, SOH! One day at a time. It is a relief to know I don't have to do this completely on my own. I hesitated writing in. "I can do this on my own!" Well, obviously I couldn't. I just let myself be swayed back into his clutches. I feel like repulsion is right around the corner, and I want to get there so badly. No more Mrs. Nice Guy!!! And you're right...even our closest family members don't necessarily get it. My parents and brother can't understand why I give him even a second thought. They thankfully have a lot of patience and faith in me. It keeps me going. Sending you hugs, too.
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