Hello All. I am starting to feel really badly about myself, like an idiot loser who CANNOT get over the N. It's been almost 7 months NC, and that's good, yay for me, but I think about her ALL the time. I continually have imaginary conversations with her in my head, imagine how she must be feeling, hoping she's miserable, etc etc etc. It is driving me crazy, and I really want to move on with my life. Sometimes I feel I am going crazy, have gone crazy. I don't know. I'm beginning to hate myself for being so weak and pathetic. What to do what to do???