Forgive me if I seem insensitive, but I've been reading how you've gone back a few times recently, PLEASE STOP DOING THAT TO YOURSELF.
I KNOW it hurts, I KNOW how hard it is, but YOU KNOW BETTER!!!! I could sit here and rub your back and tell you it'll all be ok, but that doesn't help, you still went back again. Take control of your life and GO NC AND STAY THERE! He can only do it if you let him! |