Well it has been a long time since I have posted. I just got out of a bad relationship with a N bf and am working on growing strong as well as working on my faith and my own self esteem. I am in a new state 10 hours away from my x but only 30 min from my NM

 

well it is mothers day 2008 and I try to be a "good" daughter and go out to eat with my mom and dad then I go to church and come home to find my NM asleep ( she sleeps 70% of the time I think) well I talk to my dad and we decide since my money right now is so so so tight that I can haul the scrap out of the swamp from where my Grand father used to dump his garbage over 50 years ago. well I ask my mom to make sure I can have it since it was her fathers stuff and she says ok but I want to look first.

 

out of this swamp we found the coolest things. old washing machines. sinks, ovens, oil burners and I even found an intack old fashion oil lamp glass not brokenn I was excited so my father ( enabler) asked me to call NM so she could see teh treasures from her child hood. she gets up and screams about making her miss her movie on TV to see a pile of crap and sputters about how we ignored her and ruined her mothers day. I asked her if she wanted to do some thign cause I am a dork and I NEED the $ help from them, and she drives away screaming about how she will just take her self out cause she is the only one who really  cares about her. well dad and I both said have funn and went back to scraping.

 

I am not a big girl. I actually look like a girl and do hair for a living and I am out towing old rusted scrap meatle out of a swamp cause I am broke and my X sees nothing wrong with that.

 

my mom was so worried that it was worth any money that she screamed and actually wanted me to give her the money after I pulled it out cleaned it up and hauled it in.  (after she told me I could)

 

UGGGH  by the way. only 2 of the 4 kids said or did anything for mothers day but I am the evil one. uggh