Husband has been acting all put out lately.  i hurt my back and i need help from him on a daily basis....i can barely walk.  having surgery in few weeks to fuse my lower back.  today he has let me down again.  he gave me 1 hot dog, 1 can oranges and a couple snack size snickers.  and 1 bottle of water and 1 diet coke....and it was so much trouble....gag me. last night i had to call someone to bring me some dinner as he just went to bed and i was so hungry....now i wonder  who to call to bring me someything to eat.  the kitchen is upstairs and i can't find my cane so i will just have to crawl up there and find something to eat.

 

one thing thaTS GOOD IS THAT I HAVE LOST WEIGHT and surgery goes better when ya lose some pounds.

 

i do not believe he loves me. and i doubt he even believes that i am really in this much pain.

sorry, i just had to get it out......thaNKS